dasenergi asked: What are five things you are afraid of in life? What are five things you love about life? In five years, where do you hope to be in life? What are five regrets that you have? Tell me about the five people closest to you. Right now, how do you physically, mentally, and spiritually feel?
Five things I am afraid of would be: Dying & nobody knowing about it till my flesh is already too messed up to the point where my body is no longer recognizable, failing at accomplishing my life goals, growing up into an old, bitter person that just no longer cares for anything anymore, people not enjoying the food I cook & not being able to make those around me happy when I am doing my best to help people love nice, comfortable lives.
Five things I love about life would be: The natural beauty of the plants & skies & just the nature surrounding us, all the emotions we are able to feel whether they’re good or bad, being able to have such an experience throughout life with all the ups & downs, the fact that no matter how bad things can get, there will always be a great amount of people that also share your views & are willing to lend a hand in making a difference for better change & sushi. Sushi IS life, so I love sushi.
In five years, I really hope to be running a tattoo shop or being a computer programmer while still attending school to reach more of my goals. I hope I am not alone, at least seeing someone, but I wouldn’t mind if I was alone. Then again, I don’t know how I’ll be feeling in the future.
I don’t have five regrets, as I try to live my life without any regrets, however, I do have one. My only regret in life is that I wasted so much time worrying about other people & letting my future suffer because of it. I tried spending my life making sure everybody else was okay & never thought of myself.
The five people closest to me would be Lilia, Teri, Anya, Coty, & Junior.
Lilia has been my best friend for 7 years now & she has always remained loyal. She has a huge heart. Teri has been a best friend for more than 4 years now. I can talk to her about anything & she just knows how to listen. Anya has been a good friend for 5 years & best friend for 3. She’s a very understanding person & I just love her. Coty, even though hasn’t been in my life very long, he has proved himself loyal. He’s a very caring man & always makes sure everybody is okay. Junior is my cousin & he & I are really close. We share very similar interests & enjoy spending time together. We would do just about anything for each other, I love him.
Right now, I feel physically hurt due to my back problems & constant headaches. Mentally, I feel.. I want to say “busy”? I don’t know, there’s a lot running through my head right now. Spiritually, I feel balanced & at peace.
I am back to hopefully posting more on my tumblr but since its been forever here are some recent pictures of me. I’m in a better place now and I cant wait to write about it and share it here.
Ooh Yay! It’s me! <3
.. Ooh! & Those other people.